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Transforming The Myth

by Staining The Twilight Black

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Strappado 01:04
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2.
Amber beams, they fill the cabin Not a thought is left unturned, I am in touch with the goddess. I release my grasp. My hands clasped, Like a child, To its mother. Fly in the face, of insignificance Like a bird with one wing, praying to empty skies You wait for your savior. She welcomes me, into a cruel world I'm left asking why, all i do is out of love All i hear are whispers all throughout the cabin. Heart swells, teeth clench, I'm inside the machine. (comfort washes over me) You wait for your savior to spread his wings I watch the ground crumble beneath your feet. You'll fade away, in time from memories and the ones you love Are you happy, praying to empty skies? Skies, empty skies They mock me just like you mock me.
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What does it mean to connect, If all we do is hurt. If we do let our guard down, then all we do is prod. Our defense mechanism are meant to protect, not make us happy (not make us happy) A double edge sword, keeps you perpetually trapped (perpetually trapped) Why should we suffer through this just to feel the warmth Can i make it through this winter on my own. I don't want to die alone, but i know this future's not ours. I stand still, feel the needles dig in, I grit my teeth through the pain because I know I'm not alone.
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Plaster words to the wall, so you can sit, sit and watch the pain you cause (I'd be) right there to hold your eyes open sit and watch the terror on your face How does it feel it feel to realize you burn everything, Because you can't stand the fact the world would yawn. I'll stand idle while you try to make your mark I'll be waiting to show you, what you've done. Is the product of environment a twisted moral compass (twisted moral compass) Can there really be a point when you're counting sheep to cope (you can't hide in dreams anymore) You can't escape responsibility, for the pain you cause the world. No amount of time can save you. Virtuous twisted ignorance. Sinking Grab on to your safety rope False idols will comfort you I hope you drown and the sand fills your lungs I hope you drown and the sand fills your lungs I've seen it in your twisted smile No one is safe from your bias Your empty vessel yearns for a purpose, And you'll tear it from the world you'll tear it From the world.
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Moment 00:28
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And Heart 01:41
Recollections are a part of me that i cannot sever, Repeating the words that you said. Im haunted by the memories that you left with me, So you could forget all about me. You laugh, And cry And at some point i couldn't see the difference. I let you go, So you could turn away, and wipe my blood on the walls. I know you love it, I'm always begging for it. Cut off my limbs, while I'm smiling. Just another masochist. You punish me, I said that this is love. How wrong could I be when i was happy. You played my god. I'll be the reject, carry the weight of your ego. I tasted your spit, and called it wine
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The person i am is because of the person i see I shatter the glass yet i don't disappear Who is that person i see across from me Copying my every move A shadow of my misery Forged in shame and hate Is this what i always looked like, How many times do i have to die. If i shatter the glass Do i cease to exist? Could i build myself anew? He's smiling, But I'm not I'm smiling, but he's not He's laughing, but I'm not I'm crying, but he's not I'll never feel the same, I'll always feel conflicted. I'll never understand this part of me that mocks me. I'm me who are you I'm me who are you I'm me who are you I'm me, no one
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Drain what's left of me, Not much life left in here anyway Back and forth between your grasp And the shadows of my dreams. Did you suppose That your sleight of hand illusion would keep my boat afloat (For now) You have me avoiding every wink of sleep My end of days began, When you laid your eyes on me So lock me up Throw the keys away Your grip entices me to no end and I'm passing into nothing (Nodding off again) Content with apathetic attempts of romance. Such a fool to think. I'm dreaming and dreaming of you. No composure, no symmetry for me My end of days began when you laid your eyes on me I haven't slept a wink in days (but that'll do me fine) Forever avoiding sleep.
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I've followed the lines on my skin Every sentence smudged and blurred Crimson red flows down the page Erasing the identity of my former self No solace no peace I drift away fading from this world I brought out the worst in me You shifted the blame (Agony) (Bliss) (Fade) (Away) (From me) My peers never seemed to care I was sinking or flying it all felt the same I killed the worst in me, i killed everything And after all this time i still never felt like i could do this on my own You never fucking cared I'll never ask for your help I'll do this on my own I've proven I'm the devil Fallen from grace I'll never ask for your help I'll do this on my own I've proven I'm the devil Bastard fucking child I'd rather watch the world burn and turn to ashes then see you enjoy another moment of your life The storm you brought never subsided left in your wake an empty sea Sink away forget my face Sink away forget my face Remove yourself like a tumor It was your choice to begin with Please forget my face

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released December 26, 2019

Staining The Twilight Black is:
Ethan Sgarbossa - vocals/guitar
AJ Tartol - drums
Timmy Moreno - guitar
Dominick Larocca - guitar
Isaac Ruiz - bass/vocals

produced, engineered, and mixed by Alex Jacobelli at Sunsick Studios in San Diego, California sunsickstudio.com
mastered by Brad Boatright at Audiosiege Studios in Portland, Oregon audiosiege.com
artwork and additional vocals on "Transforming The Myth" by Connie Sgarbossa

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Ethan - vocals
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Timmy - guitar
Dom - guitar
Isaac - bass/vocals

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